やり切れない[やりきれない] (yarikirenai)

このまま死しんでしまうなんてやり切きれない

I can't bear to die like this.

これじゃとてもやり切れない.

That's more than I can bear.

明日も塞がっているのか,こんなにたくさんお座敷がかかるんじゃとてもやり切れない.

Are you busy tomorrow too? I can't possibly handle so many invitations.

どうして私だけがこんな苦労をしなければならないのかと考えるとやり切れない思いです.

I cannot bear the thought that I am the only one who has to go through all these difficulties.

だが、経任ほどの破格の寵愛を受けてきた人間までが平然とそうした振舞いに出た事（勿論、彼がそれだけ能力に長けていて、敵味方問わずに必要な人材であるという朝廷内の認識があったからであるが）に対する人々のやり切れない思いが経任への怒り・非難として向けられたのである。

However, people's unbearable emotion against the fact that even a person like Tsunetada who received exceptional favor (needless to say, that was because he had outstanding capability and there was a recognition in the Imperial Court that he was necessary regardless friend or foe) behaved so coolly was directed to Tsunetada as anger and blame.